The story continues

Go Deeper

There is more to the story than what made it onto the page.

Coaching

Go deeper, one on one

Coaching begins where the book ends. If something in Chasing Her named a pattern you're still living - the hunger, the fumbling, the fear underneath the wanting - this is where you do the work in real time, with someone who's already been through it.

"I didn't become whole by conquering desire. I became whole by learning how to feel - without fleeing, performing, or numbing."

Balwin coaches men and women working through desire, intimacy, and the stuff that keeps getting in the way of both. No scripts, no theory for its own sake - just direct, honest conversation.

  • 1:1 sessionsPrivate calls built around what you're actually facing, not a fixed curriculum.
  • Real accountabilitySomeone who will tell you the truth, the same way the book does.
  • Ongoing supportBetween-session check-ins so the work doesn't stop when the call ends.
Coaching with Balwin Ratra

Start with a conversation

Format1:1, video or voice
First step Answer a few questions
FocusDesire, intimacy, honesty
AvailabilityLimited spots monthly

Upcoming events

Live gatherings, retreats, and early access to whatever comes next

12 SEP 2026
1:00 – 4:00 PM ET In-person

Fort Greene Park, Brooklyn, NY

Circling @ Fort Greene Park

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What to expect

A casual, all-welcome afternoon outdoors — connection games and open conversation.

  • Group communication & connection exercises
  • A relaxed lead-in to a bigger weekend gathering
  • Open to everyone, no prior circling experience needed
3–4 OCT 2026
Overnight, Fri–Sat

The Catskills, NY

The Global Healing Circle

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What to expect

An intimate overnight retreat blending global healing traditions — Tantra, tai chi, cacao and fire ceremony, mandala-making, music, and communal ritual.

  • All classes & rituals, rustic dinner, and community breakfast
  • Overnight cabin accommodations in a natural setting
  • Open to all genders and backgrounds

The ending still needs to be lived

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